I want to play like Stevy

Well, if you did not know, I am playing CoD4 and I am trying to be a pro in it. However so far I have not improve much, but I have adopted a role model to follow, currently he is in fnatic. Stevy is the player that I want to be like.

Here is the reason why I want to play like him;

... and another one...


Recently, he joined fnatic, by now should be about 2 months and since his addition to fnatic.MSI CoD4 team, they have not lost a single game yet. What a player, well of course it is a team game and thus requires team effort. However with one of the world's top sniper, it would take more to beat team fnatic.MSI. I really adore his sniping and truly want to play like him. On top of that I also want to be the very best, and be one of the top sniper in Malaysia for starters, and hopefully climb higher to the world arena. Wish me luck, hope I will be able to train up to acheive my dreamz. ( I am aware that nobody visits my blog, however I am doing this for myself, soon i should be updating with CoD4 updates )

[mrjYnX]
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My new looks,

Hello, I just change my spectacles after a long time. Now this is my new looks,

Well, guess this few weeks I am really busy with uni and CoD4. Training hard everyday to get better, cause I only want to be the best. Other than that, I guess I have lost a special someone who means alot to me. Even though I did not know her very long and very well, however she still means alot to me. I really wanted to be with her, and I would do anything for her. Well guess life is full of surprises anyway.

We say that we would leave it up to fate and time to decide our relationship. However, I really have no confidence in the future that we could be together anymore. Well this is just what I feel, even if we do I might not be able to treat her as well as before, but of course I will try to treat her the best that I can. Anything for her =). I MISS YOU, its hard not to chat with you, everytime I see you online. Guess I have to deal with it, be a man and take the pain.

Well till the next time...........

[mrjYnX]
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Kiss Me Thru The Phone lyrics
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I know that you like me, you my future wifey
Soulja Boy Tell 'Em, yeah
You can be my Bonnie, I can be your Clyde
You could be my wife, text me, call me

I need you in my life, yeah all day everyday I need ya
And every time I see ya my feelings get deeper
I miss ya, I miss ya, I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

Baby I been thinking lately so much about you
Everything about you, I like it, I love it
Kissing you in public, thinking nothing of it
Roses by the dozen, talking on the phone

Baby you so sexy, your voice is so lovely
I love your complexion, I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't
Six, seven, eight, triple nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

She call my phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
We on the phone like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da

We taking pics like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
She dial my number like
Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da
Six, seven, eight, triple, nine, eight, two, one, two

Baby you know that I miss you, I wanna get with you tonight
But I cannot baby girl and that's the issue
Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you
But I can't right now so baby kiss me thru the phone, I'll see you later on
Kiss me thru the phone, see you when I get home

This is my favorite song at the moment. And I want to dedicate it to You, because I miss you very much.

[mrjYnX]
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Malaysians not so hot in bedroom???

Malaysians are not so hot in the bedroom? An article from thestar.com.my, however I beg to differ. I think Malaysian are hot in bed, don't you think so? Or maybe they are just shy to admit that they have wonderful sex lives or Malaysians have great appetite for sex. I think the problem with this article is that, they picked the wrong people for their research and by the way they only pick about a 100 Malaysian from each both gender, furthermore for a survey of this sort they should have a larger sample. Therefore, leading to an unreliable result.

There is a part in the article where it says "The men were required to evaluate themselves using the EHS during the survey and 40% of Malaysian men reported that they experienced erection below grade four." I guess they were not properly stimulated before intercourse. That is why foreplay is very important.

However, there is a section from the article which I totally agree with, as quoted from the article "We found that greater sexual satisfaction is strongly associated with greater satisfaction with life overall. Generally, men and women who are highly satisfied with their sex life have a more positive outlook on their relationships and life." Thumbs up for this statement, but not the article.

[Article was retrieve from thestar.com.my]

[mrjYnX]
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If we have fate..., hopefully we will meet again.

I cant begin to tell you how much I miss you everyday. By not being able to be by your side while you go through you new life, causes me to wonder, "Will I ever get a chance to be with her in the future???" Seriously, every morning i wake up wondering "Hmmm, I wonder what is she up to today, and what is she doing now???" runs through my mind. Well guess this is what they meant by long distance relationship. Although we are not together, I feel this length and distance is slowly eroding our feeling for each other and placing us to the limits, to the brink of the edge.

Well, almost 2 weeks have passed and everything she gave me has either finish, or fade away. However, something are still strong in my memory, like my memories of you. Those things that we did together, and all the sweet and lovely memories that we had will stay with me forever. Because what we had, many people could only wish for. Even though we did not have much time, every thing I did was for you and for you to be happy. I really hope you will treasure those memories of me, because I know I will treasure it/them for the rest of my life.

For now, I guess this song is relevant [even though i do not really know the meaning of the whole song, lol. the part which says goodbye sounds good and emo, haha] by 曹格, name of song 背叛.



雨
不停落下来
花
怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹著空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

If we ever meet again, like I said before, but I want to say it again I would not mind doing everything all over again to win your heart over to my side, just because YOU ARE WORTH IT. Every single moment of my time, effort and sweat. Because you are worth it, I will do it for you. If fate brought us together for that short moment in time, I hope it will do me a big favor again to bring us together once again. If I ever get the chance again, till than I will be by your side, quietly listening to you, caring for you and supporting you from here.

With loves,
Edmund CHONG


[Lyrics was thanks to Wendy]