-bye bye 2005

-hmmmm looks like 2005 is goin to be over in a couple of hours hmmmso i thought of takin this advantage to blog while its still 2005. hmmmm lets seee 2005 hav beeen a great year for me it has thought me alot of stuff which are very valuable. this year 2005 i hav lost and gain many thingz, many experiences which could onli come once a lifetime and i am glad i was there. hmmmm 2005 hav been great cause i met alots of frenz in melb haha which when i went there i did kno wat to expect from. thanx to everyone i kno this year it has been great being ur fren and jus to laugh and to chilll together!!
-and last but deffinitely not least to u hmmm i dunno why i cannot leave u behind and move on hmmm every time i see u the feeling is still like the first time i had a crush on u, u make me so nervous tat i cant realli be myself, even though i hav learn to be more socialble but how come i cannot be myself around u?? one part of me tell me its impossible to be with u but but the other tells me u are the one for me!! i am realli lost with no clues wat to do. but hopefulli time would tell but than again time might not giv me the answer as i alreadi hav a huge crush one u for a long time alreadi. i one u more than jus a fren to me i one to be wit u hmmm than again how would i get there???
-i dun hav a clue to wat i hav to do!!!

new looks for the new year [2006]

wow new looks for the new year haha hmmm somethin diff la if not life very borin la got no other colour haha

lOsT!!*

-hmmmm dunno why suddenly today i feel so lost hmmm maybe because the new year is comin haha hmmmm or because my future is so unclear hmmm i realli dunno wat to aspect from tasmania at all on top of that they nvr tell me whether i got in alnot to tas haiz hmmmm lost am i hmmm maybe becasue of the long holz i hav too got absolute nothin to do

-hmmm yeasterday i came back from gentin and after bak kut teh me and my frenz were off to one u haha than i was drivin fast tat my fren ask me why i dun one to be a full time racer haha u kno wat i told him i said my dad would kill me haha hmmm but tat is an interestin statement to me hmmm cause i realli fancy speed myself and i quite like to drive haha but i would think bout tat after i major in pharmacy la hmmm maybe because i am still young and all haha

changes

-changes!!! every one and everything goes through changes to adapt to the surrounding and yes it makes us different all the time.
-nothin could last the way it is and it was anymore everythin is changing rapidly.
-its whether u change to fit in or u dun change and lose out.
-it might sound cruel but tats the way of life now, look around life is so vague, one moment u might be havin fun and the other u might be dead.
-so in the end of the day its up to us to choose what u one to become and how u one to life ur life truly i made up [me-ism]
for some reason tat i hav not understand yet some how is about urself and wat u choose to do.
-in the end of the day onli GOD will judge u not anyone else, so choose wat u one to become and doin for urself.

>>>>>>>>>>[me-ism]<<<<<<<<<<

my loveli phone

aiya i jus lost my phone hmmm now stilll in trauma haha the after effects of loosin my phone hmmm anyway there goes my samsung phone ai anyway looks like i am gettin a maxis line la hmmm change camp from digi haha i lost it when i was goin to dota after futsal haha does that mean dota is evil??? haha not sure hmmm than after i realise i lost my phone than i went back lookin for it but of course i din fine it and if i did i wont be bloggin bout it haha