If we have fate..., hopefully we will meet again.

I cant begin to tell you how much I miss you everyday. By not being able to be by your side while you go through you new life, causes me to wonder, "Will I ever get a chance to be with her in the future???" Seriously, every morning i wake up wondering "Hmmm, I wonder what is she up to today, and what is she doing now???" runs through my mind. Well guess this is what they meant by long distance relationship. Although we are not together, I feel this length and distance is slowly eroding our feeling for each other and placing us to the limits, to the brink of the edge.

Well, almost 2 weeks have passed and everything she gave me has either finish, or fade away. However, something are still strong in my memory, like my memories of you. Those things that we did together, and all the sweet and lovely memories that we had will stay with me forever. Because what we had, many people could only wish for. Even though we did not have much time, every thing I did was for you and for you to be happy. I really hope you will treasure those memories of me, because I know I will treasure it/them for the rest of my life.

For now, I guess this song is relevant [even though i do not really know the meaning of the whole song, lol. the part which says goodbye sounds good and emo, haha] by 曹格, name of song 背叛.



雨
不停落下来
花
怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹著空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

If we ever meet again, like I said before, but I want to say it again I would not mind doing everything all over again to win your heart over to my side, just because YOU ARE WORTH IT. Every single moment of my time, effort and sweat. Because you are worth it, I will do it for you. If fate brought us together for that short moment in time, I hope it will do me a big favor again to bring us together once again. If I ever get the chance again, till than I will be by your side, quietly listening to you, caring for you and supporting you from here.

With loves,
Edmund CHONG


[Lyrics was thanks to Wendy]