-bye bye 2005

-hmmmm looks like 2005 is goin to be over in a couple of hours hmmmso i thought of takin this advantage to blog while its still 2005. hmmmm lets seee 2005 hav beeen a great year for me it has thought me alot of stuff which are very valuable. this year 2005 i hav lost and gain many thingz, many experiences which could onli come once a lifetime and i am glad i was there. hmmmm 2005 hav been great cause i met alots of frenz in melb haha which when i went there i did kno wat to expect from. thanx to everyone i kno this year it has been great being ur fren and jus to laugh and to chilll together!!
-and last but deffinitely not least to u hmmm i dunno why i cannot leave u behind and move on hmmm every time i see u the feeling is still like the first time i had a crush on u, u make me so nervous tat i cant realli be myself, even though i hav learn to be more socialble but how come i cannot be myself around u?? one part of me tell me its impossible to be with u but but the other tells me u are the one for me!! i am realli lost with no clues wat to do. but hopefulli time would tell but than again time might not giv me the answer as i alreadi hav a huge crush one u for a long time alreadi. i one u more than jus a fren to me i one to be wit u hmmm than again how would i get there???
-i dun hav a clue to wat i hav to do!!!

new looks for the new year [2006]

wow new looks for the new year haha hmmm somethin diff la if not life very borin la got no other colour haha

lOsT!!*

-hmmmm dunno why suddenly today i feel so lost hmmm maybe because the new year is comin haha hmmmm or because my future is so unclear hmmm i realli dunno wat to aspect from tasmania at all on top of that they nvr tell me whether i got in alnot to tas haiz hmmmm lost am i hmmm maybe becasue of the long holz i hav too got absolute nothin to do

-hmmm yeasterday i came back from gentin and after bak kut teh me and my frenz were off to one u haha than i was drivin fast tat my fren ask me why i dun one to be a full time racer haha u kno wat i told him i said my dad would kill me haha hmmm but tat is an interestin statement to me hmmm cause i realli fancy speed myself and i quite like to drive haha but i would think bout tat after i major in pharmacy la hmmm maybe because i am still young and all haha

changes

-changes!!! every one and everything goes through changes to adapt to the surrounding and yes it makes us different all the time.
-nothin could last the way it is and it was anymore everythin is changing rapidly.
-its whether u change to fit in or u dun change and lose out.
-it might sound cruel but tats the way of life now, look around life is so vague, one moment u might be havin fun and the other u might be dead.
-so in the end of the day its up to us to choose what u one to become and how u one to life ur life truly i made up [me-ism]
for some reason tat i hav not understand yet some how is about urself and wat u choose to do.
-in the end of the day onli GOD will judge u not anyone else, so choose wat u one to become and doin for urself.

>>>>>>>>>>[me-ism]<<<<<<<<<<

my loveli phone

aiya i jus lost my phone hmmm now stilll in trauma haha the after effects of loosin my phone hmmm anyway there goes my samsung phone ai anyway looks like i am gettin a maxis line la hmmm change camp from digi haha i lost it when i was goin to dota after futsal haha does that mean dota is evil??? haha not sure hmmm than after i realise i lost my phone than i went back lookin for it but of course i din fine it and if i did i wont be bloggin bout it haha

hehe bye bye melb

hmmm looks like i am realli off to tasmania haha so anyywa yi still got to stay in melb for awhile cause i got to settle my stuff in melb like my speakers my books and my other junk tat i did not dispose hehe so sadness la cannot get to stay melb haha

maybe off to tas

i saw my results alreadi hmmmm it came out earli on the next sayin that i hav onli 288 marks haha which means i will not get into pharmacy in melb which means i need to go to tasmania to do pahrmacy hmmm how saddenin i realli dun one to go to tasmania i think it would suck lo haha.

haiz but at the same time who as me to play so much hmmm i am still hopppin the results is not the final one cause is says MF1T which means 1 semester and T should mean for trialz. tat would mean grades from 1 semester to trailz btw i got 288 for my top 4 best which means about 72% like tat la and of course my lausiest result was physics haha . actualli they should hav put MFFY where FY stands for full year so hopefulli the current marks is not my finalz la.

here are my current results standin with mathz a leadin at 75 followed by bio at 74 than chem at 72 and eng at 67 and at last but not least phy at 62 haha so hopefulli tomolo the scores would change higher haha i will updated my blog tomolo wit the lastest hopefulli good newz till than chowz