-bye bye 2005

-hmmmm looks like 2005 is goin to be over in a couple of hours hmmmso i thought of takin this advantage to blog while its still 2005. hmmmm lets seee 2005 hav beeen a great year for me it has thought me alot of stuff which are very valuable. this year 2005 i hav lost and gain many thingz, many experiences which could onli come once a lifetime and i am glad i was there. hmmmm 2005 hav been great cause i met alots of frenz in melb haha which when i went there i did kno wat to expect from. thanx to everyone i kno this year it has been great being ur fren and jus to laugh and to chilll together!!
-and last but deffinitely not least to u hmmm i dunno why i cannot leave u behind and move on hmmm every time i see u the feeling is still like the first time i had a crush on u, u make me so nervous tat i cant realli be myself, even though i hav learn to be more socialble but how come i cannot be myself around u?? one part of me tell me its impossible to be with u but but the other tells me u are the one for me!! i am realli lost with no clues wat to do. but hopefulli time would tell but than again time might not giv me the answer as i alreadi hav a huge crush one u for a long time alreadi. i one u more than jus a fren to me i one to be wit u hmmm than again how would i get there???
-i dun hav a clue to wat i hav to do!!!

new looks for the new year [2006]

wow new looks for the new year haha hmmm somethin diff la if not life very borin la got no other colour haha

lOsT!!*

-hmmmm dunno why suddenly today i feel so lost hmmm maybe because the new year is comin haha hmmmm or because my future is so unclear hmmm i realli dunno wat to aspect from tasmania at all on top of that they nvr tell me whether i got in alnot to tas haiz hmmmm lost am i hmmm maybe becasue of the long holz i hav too got absolute nothin to do

-hmmm yeasterday i came back from gentin and after bak kut teh me and my frenz were off to one u haha than i was drivin fast tat my fren ask me why i dun one to be a full time racer haha u kno wat i told him i said my dad would kill me haha hmmm but tat is an interestin statement to me hmmm cause i realli fancy speed myself and i quite like to drive haha but i would think bout tat after i major in pharmacy la hmmm maybe because i am still young and all haha

changes

-changes!!! every one and everything goes through changes to adapt to the surrounding and yes it makes us different all the time.
-nothin could last the way it is and it was anymore everythin is changing rapidly.
-its whether u change to fit in or u dun change and lose out.
-it might sound cruel but tats the way of life now, look around life is so vague, one moment u might be havin fun and the other u might be dead.
-so in the end of the day its up to us to choose what u one to become and how u one to life ur life truly i made up [me-ism]
for some reason tat i hav not understand yet some how is about urself and wat u choose to do.
-in the end of the day onli GOD will judge u not anyone else, so choose wat u one to become and doin for urself.

>>>>>>>>>>[me-ism]<<<<<<<<<<

my loveli phone

aiya i jus lost my phone hmmm now stilll in trauma haha the after effects of loosin my phone hmmm anyway there goes my samsung phone ai anyway looks like i am gettin a maxis line la hmmm change camp from digi haha i lost it when i was goin to dota after futsal haha does that mean dota is evil??? haha not sure hmmm than after i realise i lost my phone than i went back lookin for it but of course i din fine it and if i did i wont be bloggin bout it haha

hehe bye bye melb

hmmm looks like i am realli off to tasmania haha so anyywa yi still got to stay in melb for awhile cause i got to settle my stuff in melb like my speakers my books and my other junk tat i did not dispose hehe so sadness la cannot get to stay melb haha

maybe off to tas

i saw my results alreadi hmmmm it came out earli on the next sayin that i hav onli 288 marks haha which means i will not get into pharmacy in melb which means i need to go to tasmania to do pahrmacy hmmm how saddenin i realli dun one to go to tasmania i think it would suck lo haha.

haiz but at the same time who as me to play so much hmmm i am still hopppin the results is not the final one cause is says MF1T which means 1 semester and T should mean for trialz. tat would mean grades from 1 semester to trailz btw i got 288 for my top 4 best which means about 72% like tat la and of course my lausiest result was physics haha . actualli they should hav put MFFY where FY stands for full year so hopefulli the current marks is not my finalz la.

here are my current results standin with mathz a leadin at 75 followed by bio at 74 than chem at 72 and eng at 67 and at last but not least phy at 62 haha so hopefulli tomolo the scores would change higher haha i will updated my blog tomolo wit the lastest hopefulli good newz till than chowz

home!!!

finally i am home so happy man haha hmmm so far so good hehe my car also good can go about 130 maybe more for a old junk hehe hmmm good car la anyway its cool to be back hehe somethin diff from melb haha anyway for those who dunno my new hp num its +60169710655 so jus call me la to go yum cha or somethin yea haha cool

hmmmm yeah

yeah finalz over alreadi hehe hmmmm but quite borin la cause got nothin to do hehe sudden-l-y onli got nothin to do got so much free time hehe hmmmm can't wait to go back to malaysia hehe one to drive haha

final finalz

tomolo is [me] last exam paper man haha cant wait for it to finish man haha hmmm [me] bday was celebrated by my malaysian gang in hostel haha hmmm [me] would like to thanx fatin ,azhar ,saiful ,marwan ,ain ,naterah , grace ,terence ,chuah and all u made [me] 18th bday very special and it would always be special. thanx for decoratin the place ya for [me] and nana's bday hehe luv u all frenz forever man

alomst!

[me] almost half way of [me] fimalz haha and on top of that [me] bday is comin up man haha 13 nov hehe than [me] goin to be 18 haha hmmm other than tat hmmm nothin much la and can't wait to go bagk to kl too see family frenz and loved onez haha hmmm [me] hoping for a super fun time back in kl this time as [me] hav a long hols haha

finals!!!

oh man finals starts tomolo haha and the last paper is bio again haiz so sad spm bio also last paper hmmm how can this happen twice hmmm anyway [me] think everythin is perfectly planned by God haha cause [me] believe in him he will help [me] in my finals amen hmmm wah the other day planet uni had a mamak nite and it was good [me] was helpin out as logistics, usher, and a can seller haha hmmm anyway there was some sibians as well such as felicia and aaron around there to help out to set the whole place up hmmm too bad i dun hav anypic to show u guyz but i assure u somethin, God is doin somethin in melb!!! haha ok anyway i gtg la i in the cyber hehe need to study now chowz all the best in life to u all! peace out

dear patrons!!!

to all who visits my blog as u notice [me] hav not been bloggin for along time hah that is caused by the lack of ability to access the internet due to simple fact of no n=internet connection in [me] room haha anyway quick update my fina is startin on 31oct haha and i will be back much earlier than 23 dec haha so cool can drive man hmmm summore i am attendin planet shakers now yeah haha its so cool man anyway i gtg

chadstone

hmmm went to chadstone today haha it was dissapointin not as wat i expected la haiz anyway it was huge haha seriousli tired summore i had a sore right leg haiz jus not a good day to go anyway it was fun hmmm wat did i buy let me see i bought aroma therapy thingy for my new room summore a glitter lamp which is pink in colour haha and i bought a white qucksilver cap and a sling bag haha hmmm realli spend money in chadstone like water ar haha oh ya and one more thing a container for my sweets haha

tulips

hey here are some photos form the Tesselaar's Tulip Festival haha i wnet there on the 19th of sept haha wit edlyn, anson, chen lan, and jovern haha we had to take the train to belgrave man that is zone 3 of melbourne wah super far haha anyway is wat a fantastic experience haha hmmmmm

mind blowin

wow after along time nvr go to church ok i admit now tat since i been to melb i hav not been to church more than 10 times which is bad and today i went to planet shaker and it totalli blew my mind man i hav not seen so much unity and love between people since i left for melb in january and its totalli awesome haha hmmm summore wat to say everyone is passionate to worship and all. and today the preacher in planet shaker gave a fantastic message on prayer yeah the whole experince realli enlighten me hmmm all praise to the Lord, Amen

trials!!!!!!

oh man trials in this wednesday [7th of Sept] and i have realli studied yet oh no i am so dead man hehe anyway i am finishin my trials on thursday [15th of Sept] hehe hmmm not tat long la ok la i gtg need to study ar oh yeah the other day on wednesday i saw felicia in hungry jacks haha and had a lil chat wit her hmmm it was a good time to catch up la haha anyway i gtg

windy winter!!! opps spring i mean

yeah yeah summer is comin bout first comes spring hmmmm wah these few days spring ar super windy man haha can make u fly haha din kno spring is so windy one haha anyway its also constantly rainin haha so cannot realli go anywhere hmmmm saddness haha

smokin

hmmmmm smokin wat the fun of it??? wats the fun of smokin i ask myself i hav been smokin since i came back from kl at first it was fun and nice but now its like no more kick anymore so therefore smokin is w waste of time and money and also ur health hehe and for those who nvr smole b4 dun try u are not missin out from somethin great or cool believe me hehe

coldest day

on 10th wednesday it was the coldest august day in melbourne in 35 years hehe it was like less than 10 degrees hehe it was super cold man and the highest temp was 10 degrees at 2 pm in the afternoon haha me and my frenz was walkin to Bismi for lunch on elizebeth street at around 1230 like tat wah the wind was killing man hehe anyway i hav not been bloggin for a week like tat haha hmmmmm the onli reason i blog today is jus to keep this fact for rememberence haha tat all and today was cold and tomolo would be could also hmmmm hope it would snow in melbourne even though it happens on a super rear occasion hmmmm but nothin is imposible for mother nature hehe

third and last day wit mom in melb

wow three day alredi man time realli flies i guess i realli had a great time casue it was somethin diff from my routined life hehe hmmmm the day started like tat we ate mcd's than rabutan for lunch wit 2 other frenz we ate the cheap chicken rice 3.90 onli and wit soft drinks its 5.00 hehe still cheap la than we went to lygon street for dinner hehe it was good la but the disappointin thing is tat the gelato shop was closed man due to winter arrgh and it onli openz from 12pm to 12am on fri,sat,and sunz haha anyway winter in melb is over alreadi therefore spring is comin therefore summer is jus round the corner hehe and oh ya my final finishes on 15 nov too much they said tat 14 was last day too much than on 15 we hav bio hehe last sub like spm ai saddenin i am not sure when i am comin back yet hehe

second day wit mom

wah so fast the second day my mom in melb is over alreadi hehe time realli flies anyway wat did we do together jus went to china town to eat for lunch then my mom went to see my teachers in skool becasue today is my skool's open day hehe anyway it went well lo which is good lo hehe tat all la we did together tomolo my mom is goin back alreadi so i planned to bring her to lygon street for italiano food hehe than eat gelati ice cream hehe so hopefulli it would be a good time lo hehe anyway when my mom is ere many things seems diff man and i woke up at bout 805am two days in a row man and the last time i did that when i am in melb is erm i think in february man hehe but i felt i had a longer day today cause wake up earli haha lame rit anyway i might be piercin agian hehe but see first la this time i one to do somewhere others than my ear hehe see first la now is all talk no action yet hehe but when the action come i will pose a pic for u all to see my piercin k hehe till then

first day wit mom

wah long time nvr kena lecture from mother alreadi haha she lecture me for being impolite to sandra baird haha the manager in the place i stay haha but its good to see my mom lo hehe then we ate lunch at sushi sushi in melb central and for dinner at city noodle on swanston street hehe than i brought my mom to crown walked around like tat than we had a cup of coffee my mom had hot choco and me mochacinno (dunno how to spell) and one of the waitress is dam hot man next time i will be back there haha hmmmm summore wat ar oh ya last nite i went to crown as well casue sick of studyin mathz surprizingly mathz was quite eazy anyway me omar william and arif went to crown william went to gamble and he won like 800 plus dollars and he gave us three each 50 for fun wah free money haha anyway i went to barcode while waitin for william and i took 2 bacardi 151 shots in a row hmmmm i realli miss the drink la and i din kno the drink is not clear in colour its a bit brownish haha casue in clubs its too dark to see the colour haha hmmm got any more thing alnot erm......... i think tats all la till then

mom is comin

my mom is comin to melb to see me and my teachers haha we jus talk bout it last nite and to nite my mom is alreadi comin wow how fast is tat man haha anyway erm skool is good test is ok cause nvr realli study for it haha than tomolo got mathz and my mom would arrive tomolo mornin hehe its cool tat i could get to see my mom

some ball pics

ere are some of many ball pic

all from sarawak except me


marwan terence joo hoe chuah me and azhar

natalia and me

posers haha (han soon me marwan)

funniest????

hey my ball was last nite and it was cool i realli enjoyed myself very much haha erm it was a dance balll so we danced like crazy haha and on top of tat i won an award haha an award for the funniest person in college for 2005 haha hmmmmi seriously did not expect myself to win but coool la than haha than after ball me and my frenz wanted to club a 255 but the 'q' was crazy so many taylors people was there haha so in the end we drank in my frenz room and talked for quite awhile but under it all it was a very very fun nite and i have nvr take so many pic in my life b4 it was crazy as well haha

the longest yard

wah i jus finish watchin the longest yard on my comp haha a dvd from malaysian vcd sellers haha anyway i found the movie extremli good it has lots of teamwork and self sacrifice as paul did. he at first gave the third half if not mistaken to the guards cause he was treatened by the warden to put him in 25 years behind bars but in the end he din giv a shit and played all out to win. the movie also shows us when to fight for urself and when to play cool example in the library scene as the guards tried to find fault wit megget, he realized it and stayed cool. tat tell us when to back off from someone who purposeli finds faults wit u. if he were to retaliate against the guard i am sure he will get a hell of a beatin. the part when the guards wet the field they thought tat they could break their spirit and stop them from practising but the opposite happened, they knew they had onli one chance to get back at the guards tat is to win the game . they did not waste the chance, it realli relfects life it self some times we kno tat we have onli once chance to make things happen and we jus blow it by lettin it pass which is realli sad. this movie realli make me think bout tat, i dunno bout u all but i do tat alot exspecially seizeing the moment for a simple thing jus to say how beautiful the gurl is when i am with her and i realli regret it and now it all over. could tat simple moment change thing??? i am very sure it will!!! i could type lots more bout the movie reflectin life but for the moment i think tat would be all

tomolo ball hehe

wah super fast end of the month alreadi and super fast my skool ball is tomolo hehe hmmm quite lookin forward to it but in the same time dunno wat to expect hmmmm after ball i might be clubbin hehe at 255 entry fee $5 onli and the best part all spirits are also $5 hehe so i think i would have a wonderful time after ball, hopefulli they dun ask id la hehe if not habis dunno wat to do alreadi hmmm we are goin to the ball wit a limo yeah so cool haha would be my first time in a limo hehe and hopefullli the next post i post i can put some pic of my ball and maybe i can take a few pic of melb and post it till then

late

wah today i was late for my class like 60 minutes man haha so when i went in i sat in class for like 15 minutes onli haha i did it on purpose la hehe but the teacher din do much also so i think its ok to be late for today haha anyway erm the rest of the day was okla and this friday it my skool ball hehe i am not expectin much from the ball but see la maybe somethin might pop up hehe the unfortunatel thing is i dun hav a date hmmmmm sadness but i think it is not a realli big prob lo

plz do use

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ballz

wah my blog got so many ballz man hmmm even we see it in 2d which could be called circles but i prefer to stick to the term ballz haha anyway erm wat happened last few days??? lets see erm oh ya sunday nite my frenzz and me sheeesha haha wow so cool man cause we change the water and used milk hmmm it tasted so creamy man yum yum haha than monday nite around 1130 my frenz was smokin up and i wastch them but i did not cause lazy la and i din chip in any money so not nice la haha so tat bout it la skool is fine and like a routine man haha cannot wait to come back to malaysia manhaha

definateli crazy

crazy crazy haha i jus did somethin crazy this mornin i played basketball in RMIT at 2 somethin in the mornin in the middle of winter with two other guy and two other gurl frenz haha it was crazy but definateli fun exp. we played bout one hour like tat but we were not the onli one b4 we played we meet three other people leavin and they ask us "do play ere often" and i told them "no we are ere for fun." they thought we always play tat late haha

after tat i went to my frenz room for a chat and one of my frenz said somethin like this, tat loosin ur virginity does not proof anythin tat ur are happenin or great, and by being a virgin proof tat ur are not cheap and u do not sleep around with any gurl or guy. this was comin from a guy who had alots of sexual exp. and he also wish he could have his virginity back. think bout it

malaysia boleh

- haha wat a title for this post anyway later onli i tell u why malaysia boleh hmmm my day today ar erm okla i think i played badminton haha and lost both singles and doubles ai dunno la but anyway i dun realli care u kno y??? cause in life u cannot always win BUT if u do there must be somethin wrong bout ur life and u better check it !!!

- anyway than we went to nasi lemak house for dinner than we talked to the aunty that own the shop. she told us bout the gurlfren of the guy she was talkin to earlier tat she is a miss taiwannesses finalist and she malaysian. see malaysia boleh anyway she was sayin tat she told the boyfren to get readi to let her go cause she is now famous and more expose to man who are way richer than hers boyfren which can offer her lavish gifts and fancy reataurant and all.

- i realli wonder how did he took tat??? was it hard for him??? how bout the gurl??? would it be true tat a gurl who never get so much attention b4 would fall??? because of her new found fame.

- if u would like to comment anythin bout this u are more than welcome to leave a comment hehe maybe we can talk bout it and share our own oppinion and learn haha wow sounds so educational haha but plz do

wow

is good to kno the truth no wonder the sayin honesty is the best policy. but of course the truth hurts like u rubbin salt into ur ulcer in ur mouth but wat choice do u hav if u one to get better faster so tat it would not interfer wit u live anymore???????

pierced

oooooooh i jus pierce my ear again so now i have to piercin on my left ear oooooh how cool is tat man haha but my rit ear is clean so tat i am mistaken wit some kind of peopple (am sure u undersatnd) haha tat for all now

long day

wah today long day man start skool at 1030 hmmmm dam early haha summore today played lots of ping pong in skool cause my english teacher nvr come summore his class is at 1030 shit la make us wake up for nothin haha hmmm after i played wit one of my fren who was a macau champion in ping pong i knew i stilll have alot to learnt hmmmm he sweeep as well i think my point was onlli like half of the wiinin point haha it reminds me bout the first time i played pion pong in melb haha kena sapu gila gila haha

cold man

wah cold man ere was walkin back to hostel than the wind blew wah super cold man haha hmmm last nite had a good chat wit stef haha thanx ar stef for helpin haha

today???

hmmm today got back my marks hmmm it was ok la not very good haha summore today chem class was borin like the others haha no change man still very borin but today din sleep giv teacher face summore today first day of skool after 2 weeks of hols so not nice la sleep infront of him haha

erm back in melb

yo man wazzup man haha thanx for viewin haha wah back in mel its a big cold ere haha not like mal super warm man hmmm anyway i am comin back in earli dec i think haha so cool la got more time to chill in mal haha









- forever progressing

about to go to skool

jus blog for nothin haha come ere and waste ur time haha good for people who got no where so surf haha cool le actually not realli haha ok i gtg chowz

hilo

hilo hmmm welcome to my blog hehe first timer haha so maybe it might not be as good as the others la haha